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How I Came to Cross the Jabbok – Paul Baerman

How I Came to Cross the Jabbok

By midafternoon we’d come to the river

beyond which Esau’s henchmen lay,

The banks bright with chittering poplars

and a vista of wild olives and tulips,

pines and reeds. Gazelles nibbled

the grass while larks and finches fiddled

with their fledglings.

I stayed behind my entourage,

sent them all across in groups

by different routes in case my brother

and his hundred wolves should wipe out

my estate. I’d be safe; God loved me–

but I’d miss my riches.

Still, it was time to repair my wrong.

I’d cheated, lied, defrauded our dad

on his deathbed. Esau’s righteous wrath

had cause. And I had this:

Ewes with their lambs, goats with kids,

my camels, wives, donkeys, and sons.

servants, drovers, grooms, and goods:

my wealth obtained by stealth.

. . .

Jacob Epstein's "Jacob and the Angel"